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Hallo to you all, I am still in post general
anesthetic headspace so.... err; if this is really a bit odd forgive
me...
I arrive in the hospital rather fazed....
the long train trip; half asleep, half spent asleep, half staring
dumbly at the beautiful landscape and wishing I could live in it.
I want to not know what I am doing for longer. I want to wander
about and think. I cannot launch my mind before my mind is ready
for it. Arriving. Wandering the territory. Finding out what's going
on. Research, search.
Imagine the hospital context in a way that no one has ever imagined
it before. Why is it here? What existed before ospitals (misspellings
- ospiotal, glottal, spittal, spit, horse, horse spittal,) hospitals?...
is it not one of the ultimate hierarchies that supports the imbalances
of our structure? I want to avoid wanting to have ideas, I want
to let go of having ideas, and let, hell, let go of ways of getting
ideas, and want to wander and find. Find what to do? No find out
whats going on, and therefore find out how I can insert what
I want to do, what might be relevant to do. Here. Yes this is a
response BUT first there is the groundwork. As much as is possible
and feasible. Is there a level of knowledge that is specific to
each place, a generally applicable amount of knowledge that you
can use anywhere? No, not at all. This place is deeply unlike that
place for example, it may look alike, but is not so....
[A writing process that echoes the idea of malfunction, incompetence,
illness, disease, overlaod, overlaid, overlord, overload, im- and
anti- perfection.]
...After my first day I feel I have failed
myself and fallen, inexplicably, into old ways of doing things,
into habits and patterns... getting on the phone, random approaches,
a lack of focus and intention, completely...
I no longer am interested in this performance research
idea, that every phone call I make is an art moment in the making,
every encounter and oncversation (oncology, with-verse-poetry-between-us-station),
conversationcould be part of the process of production, my production
process.
Its worn out its usefulness a strategy for widening the field,
widening the possibilities - of a project
Staring at an avalanched mountain I thought
I would (wooded path) be climbing, and to find that mountain gone
and realise slowly I must find another path. I am at this point
now. The ground under my feet is full of Pavlov crevasses and slush.
Literally on thin ice.
I think I cannot collaborate with a patient. I cannot abide that
feeling that I am being employed to alleviate a situation. I cannot
abide feeling so privileged and yet so distant through my innate
disconnection and other status artist.
I propose to add my name and title to the internal phone book, and
see if anyone rings that number before 2005. Why is the artist the
proactive enquirer? Why not appear in the context in a delicate,
kit kat manner and wait humbly to be implicated within the system?
Is anyone out there as curious as I am?
Am I as curious as I could be?
I have not chosen this context, and that is the biggest problem,
it has not evolved out of my own experience, I have been invited
in and I cannot see what I am doing there, I cannot see how I can
perform. From the frothy streets of London to here. I am all at
sea. Completely out of it.
Wary and worried. What an experience, keep
an open mind.
I am exhausted by inout inout seesaw and the battle with my own
inclinations versus the idea of a good idea. A clever strategy,
surely one of the things that that makes art a separate space from
life is the possibility for elegant solutions and strategies, for
nimbleness a space where we can practice and bring things back to
our lives, others lives. Or is life where one learns and practices
nimbleness, to then work with art in an a=entirely a=clumsy, entirely
and clumsy, fraughtly ignorant, open-ended manner. But surely they
are the same, one cannot be a better space than the other, for the
artist, the artists capacities will shine in all their activities.
This morning I walk behind an incredibly classic walk of the lithium
shuffle and later in the afternoon I pass by a woman in a fur coat
who suddenly laughs, manically and catchingly. In the middle of
the day I was on a bus looking down, sheltered by the pane of glass
and watched a group at a crossing, a man with one foot forward in
a joking pose as if about to start a marathon, everyone around him
was slowly affected and beginning to laugh...
(People are friendly here, they really are, you notice it, its different
from South and different from London.)
Anyway I thought about laughing, and I heard about that laughing
club, people go to instead of yoga, and the idea of hysterically
and laughter
(God theres a bunch of pissed up ladies in the carriage really
whooping and screaming... maybe theyll get off at Newcastle
they seem very northern)
...The week has been amazing. New areas for me. I did arrive feeling
I dont want to do anything that involves working with people.
I have had the opposite impression. I mean I have been immersed
in an approach to people that is considerate, interested, and open
to change and not a big deal. Justin is a social anthropologist
with the project. He has worked with sex workers, and an African
tribe of tree dwellers. And now he lectures at Glasgow University.
He talked about participating with societies he has studied. That
its not about observing, but about taking part as much as possible,
learning to dance, cook, do all the things the tribes or whoever
it is are doing. He said he was stopped from singing at a festival
for rain because his voice was so bad and they thought he might
put off the spirits.
Maybe I am dyslexic as well
I said I usually dont describe what I do as collaboration.
I am in a crisis about how I work, I want to change. I cannot however
abandon my practice, I just need to work certain things out, hone
my thinking and my practice to a way of working. How is it that
I want to work? That seems to be my question. I felt many crossovers.
Justin talked about bringing as much of your self with you when
coming to work with a group.
(We are in Berwick. I know it is beautiful and its on my left
and dark as pitch, the sea will be there unseen.)
Justin said the research should be made on the ground. Meaning responding
to what happened in the physical engagement with place. Like engaging
with chance; he almost described the Occasional Sights
methodology. How weird. Like that woman in the Turner Centre who
seemed to know exactly what I was talking about
I realise now Functionsuite is an opportunity to explore collaboration
still further. I mean it is a chance to work in a way I really want
to work, and with others. Anne said how can you not? As if it might
even be possible. I agree it is a tendency I have, to be in conversation
with people, to involve others in my thinking process. I get so
doubtful on my own.
I seem to have deleted a whole load of sentences about wondering
if this way of working is a female trait
this voracious connection
making
and re. The Saul Alberts article thinking my
equivalent of free software is chat, conversation. Hanging out allowing
people to speak, and thinking out loud. Free software seems to be
all about how to avoid solo authorship.
(Anyway, drove through to St Johns Hospital with Anne. Mountains,
sunrays, chocolate smells, or shortbread, from factory, houses getting
more normal. Arriving in Livingston. Seeing the red quarries, The
Binns, like Ayers rock (or Arthurs seat).
Go straight to the laundry at St Johns. Shown around by Bill, the
laundry manager, who I had talked to earlier that day. Everyone
seemed to mellow after five minutes or so
The laundry also got him fired up. Its an amazing place. He
had gone off to work for Sunlight Laundry for ten years. Not a local.
Very hard work folding pillowslips, fast, towels and sheets get
folded by huge machines. Clothes go in between huge rollers covered
in felt.
(The tea Im drinking tastes of wet moss)
I dreamed about textiles work. Putting felt through the wash (85
degrees) and seeing what'll happen t it. Wanting to use the power
of the laundry. Printing onto sheets, stories that people can read
in bed.
Like the sheet my dad gave me as a kid, with bits of comic on it
.
reading bits of novels, an overnight stay, just a part of a story,
a chapter, a story that gets added to bit by bit. Sweet idea. Not
very exciting. Encouraging graffiti. The sheets would be sent all
over the place. Be alleviation amongst the blankness, blankets,
a respite from logos. Something to read or entertain or comfort
the patient. Would it be seen as inappropriate? Is it no more than
those horrid wooden boards with poems on along the corridor? But
on sheets. Iron-on labels, printable sheets. Theres an interesting
space to communicate or document within.
My mum is now lying in a hospital. What would I like to make for
her? What would cheer her up? A story about someone else that anyone
can relate to. - Sheets covered in drawings by kids. Its like
Grennan and Sperandio she would like a word game she could
play or some rude jokes.
Anne talked about a place where they live by self-sufficiency, south
of Glasgow. I am interested in alternative power, in what it means
to be self sufficient, and in sustainability. But it could be a
form of isolation from the world, does it mean a rejection of the
mainstream, or of unknown others, could be a narrowing of the mind?
The steam vent is great. It is the only surplus condensate steam
not used by the laundry. It could be a hot house, a tropical jungle,
a steam room, sauna for patients staff who are tired of folding
and lifting, whose muscles ache, heads ache. Its more for
staff really... its on the way out. How could it be funded?
A glass ceiling so can see the sky? Will it be too steamy for the
Scottish, Calvinistic work ethic? Stoicism. I imagine an ecological
recycling space, where the initial steam run-off is made as much
of as possible. It could be another reason to go to hospital. To
visit your relatives and also to go to the hot house. To stop the
separation of one thing from another. The laundry can power a leisure
dome, like the Cornwall glass place. Eden. Livingstones Eden.
Formed like a __________-
Whelk?
(Just realised the landscape is covered in snow outside the train.
It is quite cold I must say.)
Snow when thinking of steam
(Those screamers seem to be excited; maybe they will vacate the
train.)
When they talked about patients, I felt but I am a patient, we
are all patients.
The patient escape alarm goes off
people are locked up here,
forever. The people who have not left, who live in the hospital.
That was interestingly talked about by Sue... there used to be asylums,
complete communities that catered for the very long term ill. They
were employed in jobs in the asylum/village services - gardening,
catering, sewing etc. This is now all gone, patients have nothing
to do, and they can suffer more from boredom than from their actual
illness. There is literally nothing for them to do. The fact that
the old asylum, build round turn of century is now sold to property
developers and will soon house the elite of the area, the most privileged,
it makes you think. And those patients are often placed "in
the community", the community from which the elite will gladly
be moving out of perhaps. They are now able to buy the security
and space and sense of belonging that the ill-used to "enjoy".
The idea of a hospital as a sanctuary, asylum, and active community
is pretty much absent from where I visited. Andrew Duncan is the
only one devoted to mental health that I spent time in; it does
not feel like a place of sanctuary. The idea that when you are ill
you need rest, retreat and the possibility to recover
is not catered for anymore at all. It seems all those jobs from
Asylum days have withered away to become ________ occupational therapy.
Activities, which are there because activity is important for sense
of well-being. Duh, how could anyone miss that? Surely the only
drive behind last 3 decades of health service _______ has been Thatcherite
priorities - a profound lack of regard for the ill, the underprivileged,
the disabled, the poor, and the unemployed? Surely the mentally
ill have just been fucked over along with the working class redundant,
and the consumers whove got spare money too, conned to go
and spend it all?
could make some research or work about the people who move
into the asylum properties that whole scenario
That was something amazing Justin said actually... that the whole
world is held together invisibly by people who work together with
mutual respect and quietly get on with enabling others and each
other and themselves to work in another system altogether, like
the traveling community we spoke about last night. The Appleby Horse
Fair . Anne has been. Thousands of gypsies selling horses. The alternative
network that simply functions outside the system. I would love to
go.
Why I like the fact of the grey or recycled water thats run-off
from the roof of the hospital, and that is used 3 times before going
into steam or down the drain. (25 percent less volume as that lost
in evaporation - like the soul that weighs x amount and the body
getting lighter at death) Because its the idea of existing
independently from the mains. Getting a supply from outside the
system altogether. Like having an allotment and planting own food
and bypassing Tesco for ever after.
(I hear a cat meow on the train.)
more NOTES (in a variety of provisional papers and notes I find)
Occupational Therapy run Art classes. I have a problem, perhaps
a preconception to be dissolved, with the way Art is thought of
as dabbling in painting and drawing in O.T. and other such activities.
As if its not the most high-risk conceptual activity of them
all.
Met Ruth in Horticulture O.T. Ruth very nice. Up for doing something
for sure.
Beth Again an amazing self motivated woman. Very up for connecting.
Theres a voluntary library run entirely voluntarily
Went to laundry, met Malcolm, who introduced me to the woman working
in the sewing room, who introduced me to the facilities manager...
all very interested
Met another professor - brain scanner, radiographer. Works in tandem
with psychiatry. What is psychiatry? The medical approach to a mental
illness. Looking at biochemical and physiological abnormalities
as much as or more than social or environmental circumstances. Therapy,
psychology is more about personal life histories etc.
Part of me thinks to create a project here that utilises many peoples
skills and inputs that could be completely anonymous.
A kind of expanded AA meeting, Anonymous meeting of authors, AMA,
AAM, anonymous authors meeting. Typical recipe for community art?
The connection between ones name, identity, past and Authorship
and the AA methodology of meetings and organizing, probably a bit
like Quakers, and the idea of creative commons and collaborative
authorship, all the rage, Sophie Hope of B+B just written a text
about it, after Saul Alberts. She mentions Q,
which I have been reading up in Edinburgh, by Luther Blisset.
Would it, like Paul is encountering, create a room full of wind
chimes? and sculptures of abstracted dogs etc.? Hundreds of wind
chimes sounds brilliant!
I can imagine a construct/event that is multivocal. Various. Chaotic.
Transportable. A traveling show. I keep thinking it would be interesting
to work with theatre in this context, with live performance, or
with song.
It is easy to think these things. They are like petals blowing across
the sky, ideas from elsewhere and disappearing.
(The trolley comes along and we have a weird conversation. I say
is there a buffet (buffay) on the train, he says only in the bar.
I dont understand, he repeats, I say is the buffet open, he
says I thought you said muffin, I say buffet. he says buffy (! -
the vampire slayer) then accuses me,'its your accent!')
A WEEK LATER I AM HOME IN LONDON
The courtyards within acute admission wards
(out of the window a small girl is playing tennis of sorts with
a teacher on the green pitch at the school. When she hits the ball
she goes into a jumping ecstasy of delight)
You can see the courtyards from outpatients in the Andrew Duncan
Clinic, and the 2nd courtyard is by the alcohol problems unit. They
used to employ patients - Now its occupational therapy. This strikes
a chord with the idea of art for arts sake and the idea of a service
or function, a connection to the world of circulation of goods and
services
art is something that is more like ideas, a different
currency. Mutable, hard to pin down.
Beth runs the volunteering services. She is building relationships.
She does etchings.
Government wants to increase volunteering in 1998 thus she got this
brand new post. She applied because she had been redundant and made
hundreds of applications elsewhere and it suited her well. Self
motivated, working solo, she had to start the whole thing, and nothing
was in place. She created the job for herself. It is a new resource,
staff could see it like that but on the whole they dont. They
dont see how it could actually relieve them of work and responsibility,
see it as a service thats useful for them, but they dont.
Staff dont support volunteers. Volunteers are total mix of
backgrounds, ages etc, From 16-80, probably 40 percent male, 60
female. She trains them, according to their skills and experience
and what they want to get out of it. There are 140 volunteers, 70
in tearoom. Its like a "job centre dating agency"
- a pool of people waiting to be placed. There are different motivations
of volunteering. To learn, get experience. Sometimes from patients,
relatives of patients. People do want to do something useful. They
become Ward Buddies, tea, manicure, reading letters, and writing,
going for walk
Volunteers attach to specific groups, like
in Church Centre, which is a social space and also one to relationships
that last a very long time. There are other volunteer organizations,
WRVS, League of friends etc.
Volunteers must be flexible and responsive to others needs.
Patients have little motivation due to context. BOREDOM is bigger
problem than "illnesses", more than one person says this,
staff dont help, they sit in the staff room together all day
and lose sight of the fact that patients are people.
Beth set up the library, it was almost an accident. The Royal Edinburgh
never had anything like that (but the Western General hospital did).
Could volunteering be a life changing service for patients? No,
it is done incrementally, in tiny bits
One of biggest hurdles
is changing the minds of staff. Institutional care has big effect
on patients. O.T. and nursing staff often at loggerheads, a professional
rivalry.
On ringing Dr Jonathon in the alcohol problems unit I found myself
unmasked and transferred to O.T. I learn quickly that "art"
is associated directly with O.T., the community art of hospital
life I guess
He is lead consultant of alcohol problems unit.
Speak to Louise in Outpatients at 20 Morningside, range from those
with chronic dependency to those who will change - "Changing
lifestyle group". Watercolour pastels calligraphy
Links into community, like going to art class, they copy paintings
from books. Its psychodynamic. Used to run a treatment centre
and it included pottery.
The laundry at Andrew Duncan is a port of call to the laundry in
St. Johns
Where manager Bill knows about the grey water in St Johns.
TALKING WITH JUSTIN KENRICK, FUNCTIONSUITE AND OTHER SEED
ARTISTS
Illnesses, Explaining roles, Questions around collaboration. My
crisis, that I feel uncomfortable as a researcher. I wonder whether
collaboration is possible at all
I have too many of my own assumptions. I am too busy perhaps questioning
the brief, in art world brief and proposal structure terms. Which
I am sick of.
Bodily experience is vital - Justin says this: embodied learning,
building trust, trust is key; participation deepens trust, (although
cant always participate, like when he worked with sex workers).
When he, the anthropologist, can offer something useful to them
(an exchange). I say: I dont know what Im doing, or
what if you dont know what you might be able to exchange?
What do they really want or need? How do you talk to someone who
doesnt want to talk to you? Beth, the volunteer co-coordinator,
in her stand alone post. Natural relationships.
Identify a bigger structure.
Someone else says, "policy orientated", Can be seen as
powerful and powerless.
Justin talks about clowning, that it can be swapped for genuine
relationship. How do you build up trust? Colombos strategy,
the clown.
Bringing normality into institutions. What we, artists, are doing
is really normal and we are bringing that normality into the institution,
which is totally abnormal.
Mutual exchange, looking for mutual ground. Mutual relationships
are always there, always possible
Asking questions, who asks
the questions, who is the interrogator?
Can there be an equal exchange?
Where does the power lie? Link jobs and personal experience. Funding
issues can lead to paralysis. Talk about ideas and not just being
a facilitator. "How much money have we got, what can we make?"
The problem with equal exchange, is it ever equal? Justin talked
about my spiel being about - Bringing in more of myself. How can
I build in hesitation? Bring as much of yourself in as possible.
He said juxtaposition of meaning makes you see something deeper.
Challenge ones own ways of approaching work. Synchronicity.
Ask what comes from the ground, the site, and the place. Can you
instigate chance?
Paul - courtyards talked about nor resolving any problems,
about creating a subject for discussion and action.
How can I get something out of it, personally, not as an artist?
(whats the difference?) In the collaborative process you erode
each others prejudices, like in a friendship.
Anne you cant avoid working with people.
Anne says Proposal phase is so you can have ideas without compromise.
PROPOSE MORE RESEARCH
Justin - Re. Empowering, giving power is an insult! Not placating,
not prettify, not offering.
AT ST. JOHNS WITH ANNE
Bill, the laundry at St Johns. The spare steam, finding a suitable
use.
"Condensate" = spare steam. Spare steam in ground, cost
of piping steam to hospital is prohibitive.
Talk to Jim and Brian- Engineers in estates dept
15 hospitals in Lothian. Dont need to segregate the laundry/sheets
etc
How long does a sheet last? Might get 100 or 150 washed, and then
the linen will die.
Company recycles cotton. Elma has been working there since 70s.
Bulk linen top 85degrees, 10 mins at 65 or 3 mins at 71 kills all
bugs
NHS insists on thermal disinfection, some others use chemical disinfection.
Water down the drain, 25 percent evaporates off during wash cycle
More water gets used than goes down the drain.
PHARMACY
We meet the secretary at St Johns pharmacy
Maggots and leeches grown in Wales
Hirudo medicines kept in fridge to keep inactive
57 staff in pharmacy
Pharmacists know more about drugs than doctors
4yrs + 1 yr to qualify as pharmacist.
Pharmacist applies drug to illness.
Pharmacologist makes the drugs.
Clinical pharmacist, pairs up with Dr on ward to help prescribe
Martindales Encyclopedia of drugs and updates (like a shipping
chart)
Harm dispense medicine to inpatients and discharge medicine before
go home and some outpatients. Always bring your medication in with
you. They make stuff up like special blood for hematology, chemotherapy
etc. There is a special company who discards and disposes of medicine
all the diff hospital departments are represented in
the pharmacy
(Its a kind of map of the hospital and the illnesses
)
They bulk buy drugs, its all centralized, take responsibility for
drugs and correct labeling, if any mistakes it comes back to them/
Drug makers are in UK; some products have to buy in,
Are there any local drug makers?
Homeopathy, have to get remedies from Napier University in Edinburgh
Vaccines, vaccinations.
Pharmacy on lower ground floor as its easier to handle deliveries.
The secretary says she thinks people believe too much in drugs being
a cure all and that thinks positively is the best way to recover.
Dispense positivity!
Anne says water is a medicine. The secretary says the chief pharmacist,
is a very busy woman, v. knowledgeable and off to conferences
"Shes on nodding terms with the seagulls" Her specialism
is procurement and negotiating contracts, pediatric medicine, aseptic,
education training. Anne says people are self-medicating from the
Internet a lot now
The Royal Edinburgh
Facilities Department run the sewing room, the supervisor says the
patients have no money, coming there to get a fitted outfit is like
retail therapy, all clothes are labeled with patients names
The Radiographer I meet by plucking a name from the phone book talks
about using the x-ray work he does in context; it is linked closely
with psychiatry. He tells me the diff btwn copy film and x-ray,
emulsion on one side for copy film and on both sides for x-ray.
He is annoyed when his craft is misrepresented in media.
He tells me the medical world is very complicated, hierarchies are
difficult to see from the outside
hospitals are very internalized
and self sufficient, or like worlds unto themselves, they go on
all day all night
. (Like planets or space stations, or cities,
or prisons)
I briefly meet a specialist in schizophrenia (she is introduced
to me in the lift as Anna, an artist and I dont think youd
want to meet her and she looks at him and me with a withering glance
and says not) He says she is " a very practical person"
Says psychiatrists all have different approaches.
He tells me that psychiatrists use language as the principle tool
to diagnose mental condition, repetitive thoughts etc
To see
is brain damaged (he can do a scan to see but very rarely thats
the cause). The psychiatric imagine is an esoteric subject. Psychiatry
argues that people are biologically ill, its a biochemical
imbalance or a structural abnormality e.g. damage. He goes into
great technical detail about how scans are done and how they are
read, sideways and downwards (?) he talks about the asymmetrical,
sagital plane being more difficult to read than the symmetrical.
He talks about the pleasing nature of the symmetrical, the aesthetics
of brain scans, says you can see how old age atrophies a brain in
a scan, as in Alzheimers. I like the absurdity of our way
of meeting up.
ST JOHNS LAUNDRY
Long term patients washing gets done by them
7000 mops per week go thru wash
Colour coded bags fro washing:
Green covers
Blue personal clothes
Yellow - pajamas and undies
White white linen, towels
Orange/red dry cleaning
ALCOHOL PROBLEMS UNIT
Alcohol problems unit - Has 3 arms - 11 cpn, Alcohol specialists
in different areas.
D.T. is a boundary line. People come in for 9 days to detoxify.
Librium helps with dts
Maudsley is a centre of excellence for work with alcoholism and
has similar service for people with alcohol problems. The aps has
been in place for 30 years
its rare to have specialist
beds for alcohol problems.
I meet Ruth in OT horticulture, its space, separate from hospital
and one (if I was institutionalized there) I would depend on for
my whole sense of sanity! Garden, greenhouse, woods etc
(See www Lothian primary care trust and click "services")
More miscellany, not in notebooks
(I taste rice pudding)
There is an interpretation and translation service.
A medical library I chance upon in the oldest most labyrinthine
hospital, the Western General.
I find my notes from the London meetings
in December
Some consent forms un-used.
There is a patient escape alarm.
I find my weeks questions.
Are there any professors or Doctors who also work in London on regular
basis?
Is their social networking among staff?
(Just seen a video of a re-enactment of the cramps playing a gig
in a psychiatric hospital in USA and all the patients going wild
to the rock and roll. Done by Forsyth and Pollard in the ICA. (all
about documentation and evidence.)
This is not a proposal, not a clear idea
(I havent got to that stage, and wonder if its necessary
to do so)
I am interested by everything I saw. By the volunteers network,
by the pharmacy a kind crown jewels, by the steam escape and recycled
water, by Pauls idea of a republic for kids, by Grahams
idea of a wireless network, by the bus routes that join the hospitals,
by the idea of occupational therapy, by the garden up there in the
woods, by the courtyards, the yards in Andrew Duncan, really bleak
spaces, by using the toilets as a separate space in the institution,
a private space, the volunteers library. All these thing share a
kind of positive hopefulness about them in my mind. They are all
locations in my mind that fill me with hope when I see them in my
minds eye. I wan to avoid setting out to link to people, I want
that to be very by the by. What has everything got to do with everything
else?
I definitely liked St Johns atmosphere the most. I wonder how to
operate there.
By making an invisible sculpture under a microscope.
My proposal has to include spending a lot more time in situ! I remember
Justins comment about chance and synchronicity and there is
a case for pursuing that way of operating in this situation. Because
it is a kind of mental disarray and intuition and illogic brought
into the working process. I would be very happy to let work-involving
patients and staffs evolve. I like the idea that my position as
wanderer in the hierarchical hospital space is fore grounded along
with those I may work with or involve. I guess thats what
Functionsuite already do. I like the idea of trying to collage together
the very unconnected departments and services and people and facilities
into one extensive incoherent event or narrative. The hospital reminds
me of the Internet, or a department store as in "error 404".
It is striving for order, like a city-state, I would like to create
some disorder. But this disorder might mess with peoples lives
and I dont want to do that, only on a virtual level. A drama.
I am interested in incoherence, mental overload, and the periphery
of collapse. In this case I am interested in dementia, in that starting
point of random language construction. I would like to make something
that could be in a gallery later on. Something that is compelling
enough off site and in a blank context.
Do I take the hospital as my subject matter, my metaphor,
and a subject of critique, or as an audience, or as a set of potential
participants? How am I in relation to the hospital? I am a patient
in another hospital but not here because I do not live here.
Dont want to make another book. Guide to hospitals.
Document of my process. (Not interesting for others) Its a
world unto itself, surely when I have a project I will want to make
use of a variety of the services, people, structures that I have
become aware of? Not just one area.
I like the laundry, the creation of utter cleanliness.
I would like to make some clothes for people to wear. Some sheets
for people to be ill on. Embroidered with stories. Printed with
stories. Sheets printed with stories of the hospital.
Was it true, bored patients, what changes every day? The sheets,
the linen,
get it interesting. Temporal work as the stories will fade and linen
will start to fray and wear. Sauna, steam room on steam vent, a
warm room, a greenhouse full of tropical plants, a hothouse, like
the room in the commonwealth institute. Escape to another place.
A free launderette with service washes for the visitors and families.
Something useful to do whilst visiting relatives, loved ones. Explore
more about the water recycling of laundry.
To be playful and meaningful, to be worthy of praise, Praiseworthy,
Plays worthy, Play worthy, Seaworthy
Thanks to Caz and Anne at Functionsuite
for the colour coding and editing suggestions.
* Purple italic
personal reflections
* Dark blue immediate observations
describing real time moments
* Green notes about The Royal
Edinburgh Hospital
* Orange notes about St Johns
Hospital at Lowden
* Red ideas or possible artistic
methods as they come up
* Dark grey to notify the main diaristic body of the text.
Saul Albert Selected Texts
http://www.twenteenthcentury.com/saul/
Simon Grennan and Christopher Sperandio http://www.kartoonkings.com/blog/view.html/
Appleby Horse Fair http://www.applebytownconcil.fsnet.co.uk/
Q nominated for the Guardian 1st book prize was written by 4 artists
under the name
Luther Blissett http://www.lutherblissett.net/index_en.html
B&B is a curatorial collaborative partnership between Sophie
Hope & Sarah Carrington
http://www.welcome.to/b.b
Martindales Virtual Medical Center: Medical Dictionaries.
http://martindalecenter.com/MedicalD_Dict.html
Maudsley Hospital , London England http://www.slam.nhs.uk/
Ian Forsyth & Jane Pollard the project referenced is
File under Sacred Music
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